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Last night I came across an old journal and some old poetry I had written back in the early 90's. Yeah, POETRY. It was like reading things written by a total stranger.

I remember having this poetry book that was SUPER from the 1800's old that I had found in this old historical house owned by my best friend's family.

None of the shit in the book made a lick of sense to me, but I can remember sittin' on my bed writing and a particular line from a certain poem would come to mind so I would add it to what I was writing. So even though a line or two was sometimes from someone else's fucked up mind, it's as though everything I had written came from the brain of someone entirely different.

I was crazy angsty teenager that was very angry one minute and then all glitter, unicorns and rainbows the next. I used words that I don't even know the freakin' meaning of now. I had a passion that's unrecognizable. It's like the person who wrote that was destined for a very different life. By no means am I talking about a better life, just a completely different one.
I tore up several pages and threw them out.......lots and lots of Itty bitty shreds. I had written things that were shocking to me. Good god the things I thought....I was one pissed off, jacked up, whore minded teenager and don't want my kids to read that shit when I I destroyed the evidence.
As jacked up as some of it was, I must say I was pretty talented. Angry, horny and talented.
Maybe I'll share one day.


Tori said…
"Destroyed the evidence..." lol
Organic Meatbag said…
angsty whore mouth? Well that's how Alanis made it big!
Unfortunately, my singin' makes people cry so a musical career ain't anywhere in my future!
Unfortunately, my singin' makes people cry so a musical career ain't anywhere in my future!

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